those days :(

you know those days when you just want to fall
and fall.
and to just keep on falling.
because everything around you feels so crap. and nearly everything feels like lies to you. and you just dont know what you're saying. and you blog about some stupid things that you dont think you should be blogging because if you look back on it , it would be a very very dumb idea - but you just cant stop yourself because you feel all you can do all day long is talk to yourself because thats how big a loner you are. and you talk to youself so much you realise you have forgotten the most important person in your life. and you realise theres no point in blogging anymore because all will pass when He comes again.
and then you stop talking to your mechanical self and go pray.

and thats what im going to do now.